Hello world (if anyone is reading this, haha)
I am back to writing after a long hiatus due to lack of a cellphone and just plain ol’ procrasination. I feel like now, more than ever, I should be writing. I need to stop keeping all my thoughts in my head. It’s not healthy.
I’ve felt a whirlwind of different emotions in the past little while. I found out that my older sister, is struggling with something pretty serious. Something that could cost her her life and her family. I thought she had shaken all of this, but I guess it’s only gotten worse. She’s starting to get herself healthy again, but she has zero support from her so-called boyfriend/baby daddy. All he’s been doing is drinking until he’s sick, playing victim and blaming my sister for everything. It’s so heartbreaking. She doesn’t deserve to feel like she’s alone like that.
So I figured it’s best if I go and see my sister on Friday. I’m going to take the bus there and stay until the beginning of next week. I’m hoping to bring her spirits up and be there for her so she can take it easy (for herself and her growing baby). I haven’t seen her in about five years and this will be the first time I meet my three year old nephew. Time needs to hurry up so I’m there already!
My mom informed me, a couple days ago, that she’s now on Oxygen. She had been suffering pretty seriously since her radiation treatments (back in 2015-2016). I’m glad her quality of life has been improved, but I’m so frustrated that she didn’t tell me about it at all until it came up casually in conversation. My entire family does that and it fricken scares me. Regardless, it was incredible getting to talk to her on the phone and hear her voice. It’s been way too long.
Well, I suppose that’s all that update energy I have for now. I’m going to make a reminder on my phone to actually post on here once a day. Writing is so good for my soul. I keep forgetting that.
what a loooooong day… whew.